{"id":1042,"date":"2010-10-14T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-10-14T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/not-enough\/"},"modified":"2010-10-14T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-10-14T00:00:00","slug":"not-enough","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/not-enough\/","title":{"rendered":"Not  Enough"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In the trenches of the world I did not know how much to sweat,<br \/>\nIn the jigsaw of the survival I did not know how much to save of myself,<br \/>\nAt the altar of life I did not know how much to bleed.<\/p>\n<p>I have lived without knowing how to do it,<br \/>\nI knew where I wanted to go but I did not know how to reach there,<br \/>\nI had the deep urge to pray but I did not know who my God was.<\/p>\n<p>I got up in the mornings with a deep reverence for life,<br \/>\nBut I did not know how I would be feeling by the evening,<br \/>\nI was a gushing waterfall but without it hitting anything.<\/p>\n<p>Years thus piled up but I did not know what they amounted to,<br \/>\nMy work stitched to a vast tapestried mosaic but I did not know what it meant,<br \/>\nMy failures accumulated to a huge heap but I did not how to cover it.<\/p>\n<p>World is a vast marketplace but it is not a level field,<br \/>\nMind is unbounded but life is finite,<br \/>\n\u201cDestiny does not give but it sells.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>In my ultimate search I felt that I must offer my head to the God of life,<br \/>\nBut I found that it only produced a small difference to my life.<br \/>\nDejected, I asked God to explain;<br \/> He said that my sacrifice was not enough.<\/p>\n<p>It is not enough to bleed for a cause but it must be the right cause,<br \/>\nIt is not enough to love but it must be for the right thing,<br \/>\nIt is not enough to work hard but it must be accompanied with faith.<\/p>\n<p>All our piety is a way to be at peace with ourselves,<br \/>\nAll our tears and toil are flowers offered for the ultimate communion,<br \/>\nAll our search for the beauty and truth are prayers said at the feet of the Master.<\/p>\n<p>In the remaining days of my life I get up early in the mornings<br \/>\nTo look for the fleeting iridescence of dew on the ground<br \/>\nAnd dream of one day finding a permanent rest under its cover.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the trenches of the world I did not know how much to sweat, In the jigsaw of the survival I did not know how much to save of myself,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[27],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1042","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-poems"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1042","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1042"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1042\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1042"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1042"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1042"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}