{"id":1060,"date":"2010-11-04T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-11-04T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/impropriety-of-my-love\/"},"modified":"2010-11-04T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-11-04T00:00:00","slug":"impropriety-of-my-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/impropriety-of-my-love\/","title":{"rendered":"Impropriety Of My Love"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have encountered you many times when you cross Lavender Lane,<br \/>\nOr when you go on Route 79 for an evening jog,<br \/>\nI have seen you standing on your apartment balcony,<br \/>\nPeering into the space in a reflective mood.<\/p>\n<p>I have seen you in your black taffeta dress going to a party,<br \/>\nWalking carelessly the silver beige poodle on the leash,<br \/>\nDriving the pastel blue Honda Civic in a fly,<br \/>\nCarrying grocery bags to your apartment with annoyance.<\/p>\n<p>One day I even came up the steps of your apartment to ring the bell,<br \/>\nBut was able to stop my insanity just in time as you do not know who I am \u2013<br \/>\nYou could have screamed seeing me and called the police,<br \/>\nOr ran away from me at a panicky pace.<\/p>\n<p>How can I tell you that I am in love with you?<br \/>\nThe insanity of my heart even disturbs me at times,<br \/>\nBut I have learned not to analyze everything I do,<br \/>\nGod has a reason for everything in life.<\/p>\n<p>Where will my malady lead me I do not know?<br \/>\nIt could be to an asylum or a hospital,<br \/>\nFew people know the pain of my existence,<br \/>\nI do not know even how to distract myself out of it for some time.<\/p>\n<p>In today\u2019s world my type of love for you is archaic &#8211;<br \/>\nLove without contact is absurd,<br \/>\nBut I cannot help myself,<br \/>\nForgive me for the impropriety of my love for you<\/p>\n<p>Suffern, New York, 11.4.10<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have encountered you many times when you cross Lavender Lane, Or when you go on Route 79 for an evening jog, I have seen you standing on your apartment&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[27],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1060","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-poems"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1060","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1060"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1060\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1060"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1060"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1060"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}