{"id":1081,"date":"2011-02-07T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-02-07T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/suzanne-does-not-live-here-anymore\/"},"modified":"2011-02-07T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-02-07T00:00:00","slug":"suzanne-does-not-live-here-anymore","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/suzanne-does-not-live-here-anymore\/","title":{"rendered":"Suzanne  Does Not Live Here Anymore"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>She walked into my life like a strong gust of wind,<br \/>\nTearing away my reserve and challenging me toward the unknown,<br \/>\nShe sculpted her love for me point by point,<br \/>\nTill it looked a sharply delineated mystery,<br \/>\nThe beauty of which filled our empty lives.<\/p>\n<p>Our rendezvous were at secluded remote seashores,<br \/>\nWhere we tried to match the rhythm of our heartbeats<br \/>\nWith the ravenous beats of the surf,<br \/>\nSea breeze wafted the immaturity of our youths<br \/>\nInto delirious day dreams.<\/p>\n<p>Time moved with the insensitive passion of a band saw,<br \/>\nOne day in a moment of insanity and selfishness we torched<br \/>\nThe house we had built with a million dreams,<br \/>\nThe blooming flower of our love was snipped,<br \/>\nBut the plant bearing it escaped death.<\/p>\n<p>When Suzanne and I parted five years ago,<br \/>\nWe kept our lines of communication open,<br \/>\nThrough a common friend Jessica,<br \/>\nSo that our love had a chance to return one day,<br \/>\nBut out of this morass our spiritual seed sprouted into a bud.<\/p>\n<p>Through Jessica I kept tab on Suzanne\u2019s pulse &#8211;<br \/>\nWe never talked directly.<br \/>\nFulfilled love is beautiful<br \/>\nBut unfulfilled love is a <br \/>searing, inextinguishable flame,<br \/>\nThat expands the mind and lights the world.<\/p>\n<p>It has been several months now since Jessica disappeared,<br \/>\nMaking my anxiety about Suzanne spike.<br \/>\nAgitated, I went to Suzanne\u2019s place,<br \/>\nFinding it shut I rang the neighbor\u2019s bell,<br \/>\nI was told that she did not live there anymore and her whereabouts were unknown.<\/p>\n<p>Seared in sorrows long and harried by worldly problems<br \/>\nA person can take desperate steps to regain freedom <br \/>\u2013<br \/>\nOur natural habitat.<br \/>\nI must have been a part of her gray architecture,<br \/>\nDeserving jettisoning away<\/p>\n<p>Mornings drag into evenings and evenings struggle to reach the mornings,<br \/>\nMusic has lost its rapture and hope is forlorn,<br \/>\nAll the stars have extinguished and I am walking alone in the darkness,<br \/>\nHow to live has once again become a haunting enigma on the horizon,<br \/>\nI am drifting along the flow of life.<\/p>\n<p>Suffern, New York, 2.7.11 <br \/>www.kaulscorner.com<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>She walked into my life like a strong gust of wind, Tearing away my reserve and challenging me toward the unknown, She sculpted her love for me point by point,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[27],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1081","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-poems"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1081","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1081"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1081\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1081"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1081"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1081"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}