{"id":1095,"date":"2011-07-05T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-07-05T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/when-she-was-good\/"},"modified":"2011-07-05T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-07-05T00:00:00","slug":"when-she-was-good","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/when-she-was-good\/","title":{"rendered":"When She Was Good"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It has been five years when I buried Elizabeth in the Rosemary Cemetery,<br \/>\nA garden of sculpted grace, a museum of undying memories,<br \/>\nEven with the torture of the blunt serrated blade of time,<br \/>\nHer memory swipes me like a familiar fragrance,<br \/>\nA splash of calm surf drowning momentarily at a beach.<\/p>\n<p>She would cook dinners for me and wait at the table till I came home,<br \/>\nThen gave me company without eating as she suffered a bulimic disorder,<br \/>\nWhen I was in the throes of pecuniary distress she sold her favorite necklace,<br \/>\nDuring my long illness she kept a nurse\u2019s vigil 24&#215;7,<br \/>\nOn my sad days she became a solitary speechless sigh.<\/p>\n<p>But gods created night with day, storms with sunshine,<br \/>\nHer temper tantrums shook the rafters of our house and wrecked my nerves,<br \/>\nDeep within her a selfish core would destabilize our romantic edifice,<br \/>\nHer materialistic insecurities put invidious detours in our life,<br \/>\nAn invisible insanity snipped our flowers before their full bloom.<\/p>\n<p>Aberrations of the age of technology have tried to turn love into a capital,<br \/>\nAnd not treat it as a spark that it is,<br \/>\nWhy has the relationship between man and woman become so treacherous?<br \/>\nFor every morsel of love why must we pay with two stabs of cruelty?<br \/>\nA man and a woman could live without romance and titillation.<\/p>\n<p>Every month standing at Liz\u2019s grave I wish her a peace of mind that eluded her on earth,<br \/>\nShe was a child of impulse and not of thought,<br \/>\nI can manage the rest of my life in a sublime piety for nature,<br \/>\nAnd try to pass my hours as an unfettered song,<br \/>\nOnly remember that part of our life together when she was good.<\/p>\n<p>Suffern<br \/>\nNew York<br \/>\nJuly 4, 2011 <br \/>www.kaulscorner.com<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It has been five years when I buried Elizabeth in the Rosemary Cemetery, A garden of sculpted grace, a museum of undying memories, Even with the torture of the blunt&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[27],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1095","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-poems"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1095","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1095"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1095\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1095"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1095"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1095"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}