{"id":1097,"date":"2011-10-04T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-10-04T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/i-have-come-to-see-you-mother\/"},"modified":"2011-10-04T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-10-04T00:00:00","slug":"i-have-come-to-see-you-mother","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/i-have-come-to-see-you-mother\/","title":{"rendered":"I Have Come To See You, Mother"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am at the Dal Lake shore,<br \/>\nWanting to put a garland round your neck,<br \/>\nI have come to see you, Mother,<br \/>\nFriends beseeched me not to visit you,<br \/>\nAs there were many militants hiding in your folds,<br \/>\nWaiting to harm visitors, to be on the headlines,<br \/>\nTo bring attention to their cause,<br \/>\nTo pry justice from the \u201coccupying\u201d country.<br \/>\nKasheer, the footprint of my life,<br \/>\nThe cradle of my being,<br \/>\nHere I formed the first atoms of my consciousness,<br \/>\nDreamt the first unpretentious dream,<br \/>\nHad the first rounds of my battles with the world,<br \/>\nSuffered the first heartbreak.<\/p>\n<p>But I could not care less for the blood-drenched anarchists,<br \/>\nWho want to turn Kasheer into a theocracy,<br \/>\nCatering essentially to one faith,<br \/>\nBut being unfaithful to democracy,<br \/>\nThey have written their will across the stars,<br \/>\nBut here on earth they fight dirty in the trenches,<br \/>\nI could not but come to see you Mother,<br \/>\nIt is beyond politics, fear, and rationality.<\/p>\n<p>There are two Kasheers:<br \/>\nOne in the mountains, meadows, and lakes,<br \/>\nThe other in the cities, <br \/>towns, and villages where people live,<br \/>\nThere are two faiths that are available here:<br \/>\nOne preaches peace, beauty, and equality,<br \/>\nThe other: war, hatred, and insanity.<br \/>\nIt is a duel between God and man,<br \/>\nWho will win any fool can answer.<\/p>\n<p>I am not interested in man\u2019s follies and lust,<br \/>\nI want to touch the corner of time,<br \/>\nI want to be an element of universe,<br \/>\nI love not man less,<br \/>\nBut I trust nature more,<br \/>\nMy umbilical cord with Maej Kasheer,<br \/>\nPulls me to her, unmindful of fear and sneer.<\/p>\n<p>I went to Shalimar, Nishat, and Chashma Shahi,<br \/>\nI skimmed on Dal Lake endlessly,<br \/>\nAnd saw fish and lotuses pink and yellow,<br \/>\nAnd their round green shawls,<br \/>\nThey greeted me with pregnant silences,<br \/>\nThey wanted to say a lot to me but the lack of privacy hindered.<\/p>\n<p>In Pahalgam there is a thin veil of a stream,<br \/>\nStreaming vigorously in spite of the boulders trying to impede it,<br \/>\nLiddar has frothed and frolicked for a thousand years,<br \/>\nDefying the authority and foolishness of man,<br \/>\nThe ring of the mountains with choreographed undulations<br \/>\nCircle Liddar with easy majesty,<br \/>\nThe utterly graceful pine trees dot them in an ethereal needlepoint design,<br \/>\nUnmindful of the flow of time.<\/p>\n<p>Have you seen the different moods of Dal Lake:<br \/>\nScintillating, serene, sublime, sad, saucy,<br \/>\nWe think we understand her but the foolishness of that claim<br \/>\nIs apparent to anyone knowing even a little,<br \/>\nMan makes big of his understanding and achievements,<br \/>\nTalents and unquestioned authority,<br \/>\nBut gods laugh at his littleness and silliness,<br \/>\nAnd do not know where to begin removing the veil of ignorance over him.<\/p>\n<p>In Zethyar I apologized to Shesta Devi for coming to her for the first time,<br \/>\nShe eyed me with a compelling serenity that sent shivers down my spine,<br \/>\nI was reminded of my sinful past and irresolute stance to do better in future,<br \/>\nI lingered in the compound yearning to have a spiritual outlook,<br \/>\nBut my reverie was broken by the thought that even sinners can find life valuable,<br \/>\nIf they are truthful, work hard, and keep their mouth shut.<\/p>\n<p>The meadow of Gulmarg looks to be a transition to something heavenly,<br \/>\nWhat has man done to embellish it, nothing, but scattered a cluster of hotels?<br \/>\nThe central part of Gulmarg, <br \/>its face, is so natural that it lacks any worldly sophistication,<br \/>\nAn incredible opportunity to adorn it has been squandered,<br \/>\nUnder the starry-skies of Gulmarg one feels that God is eavesdropping,<br \/>\nHappiness is a worldly concept,<br \/>\nPine-suffused mountains of Gulmarg create an aura beyond happiness.<\/p>\n<p>Nowhere in the mist over Dal Lake is written Azadi,<br \/>\nAs Dal Lake is eternally free, no one can imprison it,<br \/>\nWithout inner freedom there can be no outer freedom,<br \/>\nFreedom is a state of mind, not a political contract or a religious ecstasy,<br \/>\nGod is freedom, to be contemplated, meditated on, <br \/>and lived,<br \/>\nMan was born free but politics and organized religions have chained him,<br \/>\nLet\u2019s break these chains, we have nothing to lose but our sorrows.<\/p>\n<p>In the folds of Kashmir mountains resides the solemnity of gods,<br \/>\nIn the swirls of its breezes plays the music of the universe,<br \/>\nKashmir is the eternal enigmatic smile of God,<br \/>\nDisturbed now by some selfish and rude outsiders and insiders,<br \/>\nA dagger thrust in the grand design,<br \/>\nMy tears flow to wash its wounds.<\/p>\n<p>Today I have snuffed out all my fears,<br \/>\nTrampled all the taboos,<br \/>\nDiscarded all the customs,<br \/>\nBroken all the worldly chains,<br \/>\nI have come to see Kasheer, my Mother.<\/p>\n<p>Suffern,<br \/> New York,<br \/> October 2, 2011. 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Oct. 4, 2011 <br \/>www.kaulscorner.com maharaj.kaul@yahoo.com<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am at the Dal Lake shore, Wanting to put a garland round your neck, I have come to see you, Mother, Friends beseeched me not to visit you, As&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[27],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1097","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-poems"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1097","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1097"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1097\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1097"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1097"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stagingserver3.com\/Maharaj\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1097"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}