It is set now that you will leave Suffern and with it me –<\/p>\n
A crest of your destructive activities in the name of sorrow and nirvana,<\/p>\n
But I still feel our love runs deeply abundant even up to an upheaval –<\/p>\n
So I do not know who is more insane between us.<\/p>\n
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I know the world inflicted deep anguish on you,<\/p>\n
You like a fragile flower petal disintegrated in its onslaught,<\/p>\n
Real love disregards world in its existence,<\/p>\n
Ethereality the only mantra in its workings.<\/p>\n
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But your suffering is real nevertheless,<\/p>\n
I offer myself body and soul to mitigate every scintilla of your agony –<\/p>\n
I am willing to lay my life to keep you smiling,<\/p>\n
But darling you have just to give me a signal.<\/p>\n
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I know we live in an age where love is just one of the possessions of self:<\/p>\n
Modern self is narcissistic, unshared, unripened, unsatisfying,<\/p>\n
But we know this aberration is time-bound,<\/p>\n
Cultures seesaw between man\u2019s spiritual death and rebirth.<\/p>\n
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I wish you could stay where you are,<\/p>\n
Think creatively and let love have a chance to be reborn,<\/p>\n
But if you still insist on going after something more durable than it,<\/p>\n
I will still love you to the world\u2019s end.<\/p>\n
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Suffern, January 4, 2018<\/p>\n